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By Lee Ann Roripaugh

I always forget the name,
delphinium,
even though it was the flower


the hummingbirds
loved best. They came in pairs—sleek,
emerald-bright


heads, the clockwork machinery
of their blurred wings
thrumming swift, menacing engines.


They slipped their beaks.
as if they were swizzle sticks, deep
into the blue


throat of delphinium and sucked
dry the nectar-
chilled hearts like goblets full of sweet,


frozen daiquiri.
I liked to sit on the back porch
in the evenings,


watching them and eating Spanish
peanuts, rolling
each nut between thumb and forefinger


to rub away
the red salty skin like brittle
tissue paper,


until the meat emerged gleaming,
yellow like old
ivory, smooth as polished bone.


And late August,
after exclamations of gold
flowers, tiny


and bitter, the caragana
trees let down their
beans to ripen, dry, and rupture—


at first there was
the soft drum of popcorn, slick with oil,
puttering some-


where in between seed, heat, and cloud.
Then sharp cracks like cap
gun or diminutive fireworks,


caragana
peas catapulting skyward like
pellet missiles.


Sometimes a meadowlark would lace
the night air with
its elaborate melody,


rippling and sleek
as a black satin ribbon. Some-
times there would be


a falling star. And because
this happened in
Wyoming, and because this was


my parents’ house,
and because I’m never happy
with anything,


at any time, I always wished
that I was some-
where, anywhere else, but here.


Lee Ann Roripaugh, “Happy Hour” from Year of the Snake. Copyright © 2004 by Lee Ann Roripaugh. Reprinted by permission of Southern Illinois University Press.

Source: Year of the Snake (Southern Illinois University Press, 2004)

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Lee Ann Roripaugh
A Wyoming native and second-generation Japanese American, Roripaugh studied music, earning a BM in piano performance and an MM in music history before earning an MFA in creative writing from Indiana University, Bloomington. In 2015 she was appointed poet laureate of South Dakota.  See More By This Poet

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