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By Brenda Hillman

Often visitors there, saddened
by lack of trees, go out
to a promontory.


Then, backed by the banded
sunset, the trail
of the Conquistadores,


the father puts on the camera,
the leather albatross,
and has the children


imitate saguaros. One
at a time they stand there smiling,
fingers up like the tines of a fork


while the stately saguaro
goes on being entered
by wrens, diseases, and sunlight.


The mother sits on a rock,
arms folded
across her breasts. To her


the cactus looks scared,
its needles
like hair in cartoons.


With its arms in preacher
or waltz position,
it gives the impression


of great effort
in every direction,
like the mother.


Thousands of these gray-green
cacti cross the valley:
nature repeating itself,


children repeating nature,
father repeating children
and mother watching.


Later, the children think
the cactus was moral,
had something to teach them,


some survival technique
or just regular beauty.
But what else could it do?


The only protection
against death
was to love solitude.
 


Brenda Hillman, “Saguaro” from Fortress. Copyright © 1989 by Brenda Hillman. Reprinted with the permission of Wesleyan University Press.

Source: Fortress (Wesleyan University Press, 1989)

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Brenda Hillman
Brenda Hillman was born in Tucson, Arizona, and attended Pomona College, where she received a bachelor’s degree, followed by the University of Iowa, where she earned an MFA. She has been a member of the faculty at St. Mary’s College in Moraga, California, since 1984. She once told Contemporary Authors: "I am interested in the presence of spirit in matter and in how to have joy in a divided universe—that's what my poetry is mainly about. My tools are irony, the image, the broken narrative, and an intensely personal voice." See More By This Poet

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